Le Fitting Room: before i go to bed

i somehow felt compelled to tell

the world that
i had such a gurreeat morning today
while it was still serene and tranquil @ 6.30am
by mid morning the sun did its job
and i took some good pictures
to remind me
of blue Australian skies
*****before depression kicked in*****
YEEEEEEEHA

.:one good morning:.
is hell beta than 1000 hellish nights

.:do you remember the times:.
when flowers bloomed and bees buzzed?

.:the sun smiling down on me:.

.:arguably the best Chinese elementary school:.
there, something for you CHPS ppl to gloat about
*CHPS: Chung Hua Primary School

.:the last traffic light after a long day at work:.
without doubt the most important landmark for me, once

.:the sojourned soldier returns home:.
where the heart is, always

.:and the heart melts to this homiakia:.
my one and only ROYAL pain in the ass

but

with the good comes the bad

spot on days are long gone
replacing them are days of loneliness
sadness, forlorn times and
more medication
oh and ever growing bills to boot
such is the life
of the girl who lives behind LFR
***my confidante is no longer him, but him***
BOOOHOOOOOOOOO

seeking solace or a remedy
is the only sanity
if only i could sing the blues away
if only i could dance my stress away
if only i could lead a life that wasn't just a joke
if only there was an if only
bullshit
get on with life
*****bliss or bitch*****

p/s
if its any consolation
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