July 21, 2010


for my bruised ego and
whatever's left of my dignity
it was so clear i had to go shopping
and i did
and it gets even better
together with mum ;)

after *that fateful day
my feelings for him has taken a turn
seeing him is not only scary
but it transports me back to the dreadful days
i need to find a way to un-link him from
those dreadful times

and i ask myself as i ponder
would i be able to continue with this relationship
because i'd prefer us to be just friends
as he'd not
it's like treading on thin ice
truth be told
i've lost all faith & hope
and everything merry that made the relationship going
before *that heartwrenching day of course
well at least i won't be needing this
*lame joke